0kay, I admit it. I'm scared. I'm scared I'm gonna lose you forever. I fought so long and so hard just to keep you in my life. And to sit here and realize that you are gone and I'm in this alone terrifies me. I'm so scared to do this and I don't think I can do it alone
&&im starting to see the real side to you
family life= screwed for the most part/
only ones who understand me are my friends.... well most of them...
people are trying to grow up too fast. it makes me sad.
/// we only have like 2 years left of high school. which isnt that long. i mean come on...
who will stay in touch with EVERY single friend.?
it scares the shit out of me... i mean yeah i want school to be over... but not the friendships.
.side note- i have no idea what i want to be when i get out of school... and that scares me.
__we all just need to make the most of high school... stop trying to grow up so fast.
==don't fight with ones you care for... laugh with them as much as possible.
++sometimes you just can't understand people./... its okay... everyones different..
i need to start going to church a lottttttt more. i just dont want to go alone.
i love you all a lot. don't forget that.
 .blair.nicole.
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